Reluctant Geisha

Seriously, your grandmother can read this and not be embarrassed. It's not -exactly- what you think it is.

Ooh when I need love… 09:29:2007

I hold out my hands and I touch love…

Thank God for Celine Dion.

Mood: Crushing on a Q.T.PIE.
Music: When I Need You – Celine Dion
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So I got my cute smilies back, and screwed up my browser in the interim.  I hate that the people who make such great smilies as this won’t just make them a subscription service.  I’d easily pay a monthly or yearly fee to have these.  I like them that much.  But I guess making a program that gets caught as spyware everytime your customers do a scan is better.

Why have I been away so long?  I’ll tell you, man.. it’s hard to do something like this with virtually no feedback.  Which I think is why most people who do “adult” themed blogs [erotica and such… types of things you’ll never see here] usually disappear sooner than later.  I know of so few adult blogs that have any sense of… being settled.  Why?  Because people normally just go and read and then go about their way.  It’s really difficult to do anything like that, because then what happens is that person feels like s/he is just talking to her/himselfeeeeeee.  What’s the fun in that?  I guess not much.

That doesn’t mean I’m going anywhere, because I’m not.  This makes me feel like… everything will be okay at some point, so I continue.  I can’t, by any means, continue everything that I started doing [message boards, urbis, chatrooms, myspace, bebo, friendster, snapvine, and more] to get some exposure, but I’ve chosen a few things to help me let people know I’m out here.

So if you come here and I haven’t blogged for a few days, go to my snapvine and listen to some of my voice blogs.  If I haven’t voice blogged in a few days [very rare], go to my myspace.  If you know my name on yahoo [I rarely give it out], then message me.  I’m around somewhere, I swear.

So work, yes I’ve been working.  I’ve been working.  I hate working, but I’ve been working. It’s really nothing different than it has ever been or will be, to be honest.  The truth is, simply telling people about what goes on in an average day of work.. just doesn’t do it for me, really.  I don’t know what people want to hear, and I don’t really know how to put that out there that I need to know before I can provide answers people want to hear.  I guess I just did though…  okay.

So if you have a particular question, just let me know and I’ll do my best to answer it.  The only questions I ask that people stay away from are:
How do I get started doing it? [do some research.  why would i tell you how to do something i hate?]
Do you ever join your callers in pleasure? [how did whitney houston say it? Hell to the no, honey.]
Why do you keep doing it if you hate it so? [money.]

Those are the three most popular questions I am asked, and people ask me those questions every day.  I get tired of hearing those questions and I get tired of answering those questions.  So anything else, about  me or my job, feel free to ask.

As for my crush and everything else… I’ll blog of it later today.
Love you all,
G