Mood:Laughing
Listening To: Ledisi
Notes: I’d pass you one but I think the substitute will take it and read it in front of everyone. I hate that.
Asexual Sexuality or “Who Am I?” 09:03:2009
Are you worth it? 09:20:2007
Mood: Exhausted
Music: Maroon 5 – Wake Up Call
Notes: I have been awake for almost 24 hours now. If I ramble, forgive me. If you can’t forgive me, keep it to yourself.
CHARLIE MURPHAHHH!
No I really do love Dave Chappelle, and I always will love his comedy and talent. As racist as it is sometimes, I can’t help but laugh out loud at his sketch comedy. I miss Chappelle’s Show. I wish it was still going, but I guess better to end something good than to let it die a slow, agonising, unfunny death.
So I took some photos, and in two weeks I have an actual appointment to do a conservative shoot, just some cute photos. It’ll be very cute I’m sure, but I’m desperate to find someone who will do some edgy photos with me, I guess I’ll just have to wait until I relocate to do all the funky stuff.
I voice blogged on my snapvine about self worth… It’s been on my mind something serious for the past few days. I just… I was talking about how all the women who I used to train for phone work would inevitably end up calling me and telling me how one of the supervisors yelled and said they were worthless or some other such tripe.
The saddest part of it all: Most of them believed it. They’d call me at ungodly hours and say, “I suck at this job! So and so told me I’m worthless and can’t even do this job right.” I mean, it blew my mind how they would actually believe it, and let it affect how they did their jobs. I thought to myself [and still do to this day] I will never let something someone says to me affect either: how I see myself and/or the numbers on my paychecks. My life just doesn’t work that way.
I hope none of you feel like you’re not worth it. I hope you know exactly how worth it you are. Because you are worth it, and you should treat yourself like that.
Work you say? Yes, I’ve been working… and it’s been… uhm… creepy? [LAUGHS] Really creepy. Crossdressers and foot fetishists galore! A veritable smorgasboard of the most deviant fantasies and activities one could dream, that’s what my work week has been like. [LAUGHS LOUD]
I’ve never, though [I’ll say this much], understood why so many people need to attribute responsibility for their fantasies to someone else, in order to be okay with them. For example, the guys who like to steal panties… they [without fail] always say, “Do you want me to steal my wife’s/neighbor’s/insert creepy female relation here’s panties? Do you want me to wear them?”
Part of me wants to say, “You are already wearing them, why make it as if I’m pushing you to this place?”
But I never do. I never do. I want to do it… but I never do.
Love to each and every one of you,
-Geisha
Questions For You: 08:29:2007
Yes, you.
Mood: Curious
Listening To: Alive – Celine Dion
Notes: I’d actually like answers to the questions I pose tonight, so if you have the cajones, comment or message me on myspace. All the links open in new windows, so enjoy them!
1. Why does everyone on I Can Has Cheezburger stop typing in plain english when they comment on a photo? Is it a requirement to comment in broken english and badly spelled words in order to place your stamp on their site? Seriously, it’s a cute photo, but I looked down the 20,000 comments and every. single. one. of them was written like a differently mentally abled cow wrote it- not a fat lady, an actual cow. Andy at MisanthropyToday wrote about it too, but for vastly different reasons than my own, I’m just here to ask why people lose the ability to spell when they visit the blog.
2. If you’re sore the day after the gym, should you still go? I’m getting conflicting pieces of advice. I’ve heard that yes you should go, because the muscles are damaged anyway, which helps you build them [which is not what I’m trying to do]. I’ve heard that no you should not go, and give yourself 48 hours to recover… or something. I wasn’t really listening closely to that piece of advice because I had a piece of pie in my throat.
I’m joking about the pie.
3. Owen Wilson attempted suicide? Why didn’t anyone tell me about it? I guess most people were too busy worrying about a suspected closet case beating his wife, speculating on her faith, and the amount of money they spent on a wedding to think about someone actually trying to quit life. I don’t know why that makes me so … ugh… but it does. So is he alright? Can anyone shed some light on what happened for me?
4. Why are people so happy that Juanita Bynum was attacked? This, above all (even more than the magic incantation on I Can Has Cheezburger which causes people to lose their grammatical control), shocks and saddens me. I can’t believe how many haters are out there! Women, mostly, talking about Juanita Bynum like a dog. Haters! Can anyone tell me when the population of haters outnumbered the number of real, down-to-earth folks? When did that happen? I mean, in my life, I have never seen people so open, and so ready to call someone fake and false, not knowing what’s in their heart… so ready to say she deserved it, who deserves to get beaten by a spouse? Can anyone tell me when the haters started procreating so aggressively? Katt Williams was right.
So those are my questions. I’m going to work in about two hours, so I’ll be back with another, lengthier blog about the perverts who call me and how much I feel sorry for them [or dislike them, depending upon my mood at the end of my shift].
Drop me a line and answer my questions if you’ve got the time!
– Geisha